Thursday, October 16, 2008
Actually i dun feel like doing my blog nw..
But since im like soO deeply hurt nw i jux tink dat its ok la..
jux write out wad i feel luhh..
Cox gOrt tix girl dat i like..i dunO whether she knows bout it..
But my heart breaks whn i heard dat she dun care bout me den she oni tink bout tix guy..
Ytd i was soO wrong i tot i could jux go gym build up my body soO as tuh impress her
but whn i tink of it again..dat i wan some1 tuh like me furh hu i am..not hu i mux be.
So i was sad luhh..i know dat guy gOrt better body la..and he's gd at math but im human too.
Haiish..im veh blurr..i went tuh ask my close frn's whether i shld gibb up anot..
My "brother" say dat i mux find other girls..my close frn say's i shld habb given up long time ago
since i lost 1/2 the battle wibb dat guy..dat she only tinks of him and no1 else..
but i felt jealous a few times and tot i still gOrt chance..
but maybe we're nt mean tuh be luhh..
I mean we can jux stay as siblings but somehow it dun feel rite..
like i love her more den jux a little meimei derhs
Wad the hell!!! Im jux tinking too much about a little kid..
Well she's only sec2 wad but she's tall and pretty and cute and smart although abit shy
Den gOrt alot of times ppl tell me dat i tink too highly of her
dat she's actually quite mean..and likes ppl tuh like her
and prefer tuh b wibb guys but den will scold her own girlfrns..
alot of nasty stuff la..but i refuse tuh believe its true luhh..
I tink it's becox dat's she's pretty dat's y she plays "hard tuh get"
Den she's oso veh cute whn she mispronounce someting hehes xD
Haiish..a guy once told me dat i shld not rush through relationship
i know her forh quite sometimes and dat i jux met her but i didn't tok tuh her cox
i was pai seh luhh haiishh..kinda regret dat day but i was missing her alot lately..
But thx tuh xiaO baka and shiki..i nw know dat i must ganbatte'!!!
Haiish..still heart broken some what!!
But nvms..i gOrt more pic's damn cool luhh!!!!
Nah!!



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